Dirt: book review

May 19, 2012

Dirt by David Vann. Publisher: Harper (May 2012). Literary fiction. Hardcover. 272 pages. 978-0062121035.

In David Vann’s short story collection Legend of a Suicide, the introspection and gloom impressed me. I became an immediate fan. His debut novel Caribou Island gracefully explored many of the same emotions: isolation, regret, settling. The storytelling flows with honesty and grace. His simple writing provides depth, empathy and a glimpse into the thoughts of each character. When I found out Vann wrote a new novel I wanted to immediately read it.

To label Dirt eccentric would be an understatement. It’s Grey Gardens bizarre. It’s 1985. 22-year-old Galen lives with his mother in an unusual world filled with emotional dependency and varying types of abuse. Galen spends his days contemplating New Age philosophy and his taboo attraction to his 17-year-old cousin. His mother makes cucumber sandwiches for tea daily and they visit her mother [and Galen’s grandmother] in a nursing home. Suzie-Q, her daughter, just didn’t want to have her mother interrupt the idyllic existence she’s established with her adult son. Both suffer from varying degree of mental illness—Galen more prone to manic/angry episodes. Galen and Suzie-Q live off a trust fund established by Suzie-Q’s hard-working father but according to her it only allows for subsistence living—no college, no travel, no extravagances.

It really is that bad. It’s like being no one. You think you’re something now, but it’s only because you can put your memories together. You put them together and you think that makes something. But take away the memories, or even scramble them out of order, and there’s nothing left.

When Galen and Suzie-Q travel to the family cabin with Aunt Helen and her daughter [the object of Galen’s fantasies] and grandmother, everything crumbles. Helen’s after the money and always has been. Galen gets seduced by his cousin. Suzie-Q can no longer control her son or retain him in the bubble she’s had them living in for years. As Galen and his mother’s fighting escalates beyond reason or control, Vann delves into every psychoanalytical fantasy imaginable.

It explains everything. It explains the truth about men, the truth that they only care about themselves. And you’re no different.”

While this is a creepy, dark story, Vann writes with a smart, captivating style. Dirt becomes immediately engrossing. I admire Vann’s ability to write about unpleasant/ difficult characters and situations in such a compelling manner. Reflections on the permanence of dirt and explosive power of the sun propel the story to its final tragic denouement. Dirt is disturbing and unnerving but David Vann is a superb storyteller and keeps you flipping pages wondering what atrocities will be uttered and performed.

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purchase at Amazon: Dirt: A Novel


thoughts on the demise of WFNX by a former intern

May 18, 2012

Heartbreaking news to hear that another radio station succumbs to a corporate takeover. It just can’t make enough money in this economy or in these changing times. As a journalist, I understand just how much the internet’s changed media and the public’s consumption of news and new products.

While a sophomore in high school, on my boom box in my bedroom, I heard my first song on WFNX: “Running Up That Hill,” by Kate Bush. The reception always proved challenging. I’d make mix tapes from the radio. Remember that Gen Xers? In 1986 I saw my first concert–General Public– at The Orpheum.

I spent 25 years listening to WFNX and discovered lots and lots of new music: Catherine Wheel, Rancid, Blur, The Charlatans, Lush, Ivy, Curve, R.E.M., General Public, The Cranberries, The Smiths, Fiona Apple, Joy Formidable, Mistle Thrush, Letter to Cleo, Trona, Orangutang, Naked and Famous, Big Audio Dynamite, Death Cab for Cutie, The Decemberists, Foster the People, Florence and the Machine, Mumford and Sons, Garbage, Nirvana, Foo Fighters, The Black Keys, The White Stripes and many more. Sure I have new and different sources to discover new music now but maybe I’m old-fashioned that I enjoy the radio format and listening to DJs chit-chat.

My strongest friendships and relationships will always be based firmly in alternative music. I realize that I have more Facebook friends connected to WFNX than to my high school [shout-out to Acton-Boxborough]. In college, my friends and I went to “X-Night” at Axis on Landsdowne Street every Saturday night to hear DJs spin WFNX-influenced club and dance tunes. I even ran into Donnie Wahlberg and Jordan Knight from New Kids on the Block there one night. I met a guy there who I went on a few dates with. It was part of our collegiate routine as was the station along with MTV’s 120 Minutes.

While completing a graduate degree in print journalism at Boston University, I interned for then Music Director Laurie Gail [thanks again for early copy of IVY] at WFNX. Despite being a writer, I wanted to learn about the music industry directly and what better way then at my favorite radio station, WFNX. I wrote those A-Z FNX-files heard online– bios of bands. I pulled music for special themed weekends. I filed. I organized. I met lots of cool people– Neal Robert ["Amy, could you please step out for a minute I'm going on air."], Liquid Todd [thanks for the writing tips], Jason Steeves, Angie C [sweetness], Henry Santoro, Julie Kramer [lots of good karma], Angelle Wood, Roubena Surenian, and tons of cool bands.

I’m a talented writer but if it weren’t for the internship and Laurie Gail I doubt I’d have gotten paid writing gigs for The Boston Phoenix, The Boston Globe [lasted four years--thanks again Steve Morse], The Weekly Dig, WBUR and now The L Magazine. I may not have become a staff member anywhere as I’d have liked or made the money I’d wanted but I still write about music and hopefully always will.

with Iain Baker of Jesus Jones in New Jersey [I gifted him the Red Sox hat]

Music is a major aspect of my life. Can be a deal-breaker in many cases. Country music or world music 24/7? Haven’t heard of some of my favorite bands. Don’t listen to music that music or think there’s a difference in genres? No thank you. At 42, I meet people daily who’ve never heard of the artists and bands I listen to and cherish. It amazes me. But I like it that I’m in that elite club of those with exquisite taste in music.

If it weren’t for WFNX, I’d never have followed Jesus Jones [I still remain friends with keyboardist Iain Baker] and The Charlatans on tour– from Washington, DC to Montreal. I’d never have dated silver-tongued [in every way] Jed Parish from The Gravel Pit. I’d not have hung out with Karen and Anne and Bridget. Or Trona, Cherry 2000 or Fuzzy. And I wouldn’t have hooked up with a guy at the Rancid show at Avalon, a guy at The Arctic Monkeys concert and a guy at The Cult. Plus there’s all those guys I made out with–PJ Olsson, who opened for Rufus Wainwright at TT the Bear’s and Bobby Schayer, then drummer for Bad Religion. Oh, and best kisser ever Jon Baird of Seventeen.

with Rob Collins of The Charlatans, 1992

As former Program Director Max Tokoff told Julie Kramer today (paraphrased) ‘WFNX listeners are above-average, more discerning, intelligent, willing to take risks . . .’ Today, I still listen to WFNX. Especially while driving. My publicity contacts have shifted to much more independent than before with smaller, lesser known acts. My tastes are a bit broader– I listen to NPR/WBUR and I like some alt-folk, alt-country acts but my favorites remain alternative such as Death Cab for Cutie, The Decemberists, Joy Formidable, Keane, Gorillaz, Juliana Hatfield.

I’m an alterna-chick always and forever. #WeAreWFNX


Norah Jones: music review

May 14, 2012

Break-up albums aren’t anything new: Adele, Alanis Morissette, Kelly Clarkson and many other artists use what they know to heal. They write songs. They sing through their pain and into healing. The latest album from Norah Jones, Little Broken Hearts, taps into heartache and loss. And I guarantee it will be played again and again and the listener will discover novel connections to each song at every listen. Jones sings with a raspy innocent voice which draws you in from the first song to the last. Such exquisite vocals and superb, unusual arrangements. Her soft, moody vocals blend with a little jazz, a little folk, a little R&B, a little pop making the singer/songwriter truly stand-out. She’s unique, not easily imitated, honest and true.

A deep calypso beat propels “Say Goodbye.” “Good Morning” and “Take It Back”are slowly simmering songs. “After the Fall” and “Happy Pills” feature funkier beats and arrangements. The haunting and stunning “Miriam”retells the Bible story of Moses’s outspoken sister. Little Broken Hearts should be listened to in its entirety. Sweetness, heartache, anger and relief can be felt in her expertly-crafted songs. Little Broken Hearts churns with dark thoughts in a lush, gorgeous manner.

Norah Jones
Little Broken Hearts
Label: Blue Note/EMI
Release date: May 2012

purchase at Amazon: Little Broken Hearts

–review by Amy Steele


The Lean: book review

May 13, 2012

The Lean by Kathy Freston. Publisher: Weinstein Books (March 2012). Health/nutrition. Hardcover. 352 pages. 978-1602861732.

Eating consciously, moving your body, and doing inner work puts you on track with that evolutionary impulse to transcend who you were before and be your very best.

I have a girl crush on Kathy Freston. She’s a smart, beautiful vegan so it’s relatively easy. Her latest book, The Lean, provides a 30-Day plan for anyone to ease into better nutritional and a healthy lifestyle. This is all about a plant-based diet. A vegan diet. There’s nothing scary about it and Freston doesn’t shock anyone into it. By providing an assignment each day, the reader can see how s/he feels after doing whatever Freston suggests. Some are easy—drink eight glasses of water, eat a hearty breakfast, eat an apple each day—and some aren’t that easy for some people—eat a meatless lunch, add flax, swap out milk for non-dairy version, reduce/eliminate sugar.

Freston provides ample suggestions and encouragement throughout The Lean. She includes delicious recipes to make it much simpler to follow this plan. The Lean reveals a plethora of facts about various foods [one apple gives you an average of 4.4 grams of fiber], how food works in our systems and where food comes from. The appendix contains suggestions on what to keep in the pantry to keeping costs down to a list of resources.

I consider myself 90% vegan. An ongoing struggle involves eliminating sugar. I use cane sugar and sometimes agave and sometimes Stevia but it’s not good enough and I know it. But I’m aware of it and working on it. I will also eat small amounts of cheese if I’m out somewhere and it’s on a salad. Freston’s goal is to change our thinking and our relationship toward food. She wants us to feel better and be energetic and healthy by consuming a plant-based diet. It’s such a great book. Everyone needs to read The Lean.

A few interesting bits:

Apples not only have antimutagenic, antioxidant, and anti-inflammatory effects, but they may even enhance our immune systems to help clear out any budding tumors before they get their start.

Nuts appear to boost our metabolism, meaning when we eat nuts we burn more of our own fat to compensate.

When you consume a lot of meat, your body produces an excess of uric acid. Uric acid is a waste product in the liver’s metabolism of DNA, and when you eat too much meat, your body isn’t able to eliminate it.” [I think this is the source of smelly guys at the gym.]

Chia seeds are an excellent source of antioxidants, omega-3 fatty acids, calcium, and a good source of protein.

A few years ago I discovered a supplement called nopal cactus, which is said to support lower blood sugar and take sugar cravings away.

purchase at Amazon: The Lean: A Revolutionary (and Simple!) 30-Day Plan for Healthy, Lasting Weight Loss


Falling for Eli: book review

May 11, 2012

Falling for Eli by Nancy Shulins. Publisher: Da Capo (May 2012). Memoir/pets. Paperback. 272 pages. 978-0-7382-1527-3.

Arduous though it is, dressage has its hooks in me right from the start, with its promise of a seamless, harmonious connection between a quiet, balanced rider and her calm, obedient horse.

In my youth—from childhood through high school—I rode horses and competed in three-phase events [dressage, eventing and stadium jumping] as well as in horse shows. In short I was an accomplished equestrian. I rode year-round sometimes on two and three-hour-long trail rides. I took lessons, attended clinics, belonged to pony club and 4-H.

Former AP writer Nancy Shulins failed to get pregnant in her late 30s as she’d hoped. The unsuccessful fertility treatments proved heartbreaking especially surrounded by her friends’ and neighbors’ babies and children. She needed to divert her attention from not being able to get pregnant and a friend suggested she visit a barn because she’d liked horses when she was younger. She soon became quite involved in the stable and fell in love with a young horse which she purchased and named Eli.

A novice at horse ownership, she boarded at a fancy barn in Connecticut with an indoor and live-in manager and used a trainer. Her horse Eli, a thoroughbred, taught her quite a bit. Unfortunately an unschooled [or "green"] horse and inexperienced rider aren’t always the best combination. Shulins learned how to ride dressage– a disciplined form of riding which incorporates posture, movements and precision. Sadly, Eli got sick and hurt about five times. I’m not sure why when she took such impeccable care for him. When you care for a horse, you invest as much time and energy as you would in caring for a child. If you do it right and Shulins certainly proves so in Falling for Eli.

Shulins utilizes her journalistic skills to provide plenty of well-researched information on horses and thoroughbreds. It’s an easy-to-read memoir for any animal lover. Plus if you’re lacking in equine knowledge, Shulins simply explains everything. Horse lovers will particularly appreciate it. My mom enjoys reading anything horse related and thought that Shulins provided interesting facts, particularly about thoroughbreds.

purchase at Amazon: Falling for Eli: How I Lost Heart, Then Gained Hope Through the Love of a Singular Horse


BUNDCHEN/BRADY WATCH: Met Gala 2012; Kentucky Derby

May 9, 2012

oh to be the Bundchen/Bradys with homes in Boston, New York and California.

On Monday, Tom Brady [sporting a side faux-hawk] and Gisele Bundchen attended the Met Gala 2012. Brady wore Tom Ford and Gisele wore a sleek black gown from Givenchy. I’m not a fan of Gi’s hair all slicked back.

Tom and his go-to WR Wes Welker hit the Kentucky Derby. I picked the winning horse, I’ll Have Another. I wonder how the guys fared.


FILM OF THE WEEK: The Raven

May 9, 2012

That’s life. So much less satisfying than fiction.

John Cusack stars as Edgar Allan Poe in this macabre and darkly humorous blending of fiction and reality. With a serial killer using Poe’s stories as a blueprint, Baltimore police turn to the author for assistance. It’s particularly personal for Poe as his reputation and the life of his girlfriend are both at risk.

Being a fan of both Edgar Allan Poe and John Cusack, I enjoyed every moment of The Raven.

written by: Ben Livingston, Hannah Shakespeare
directed by: James McTeigue

starring:
John Cusack
Luke Evans
Alice Eve
Brendan Gleeson


BOOK OF THE MONTH: The Fault in Our Stars by John Green

May 8, 2012

Not sure why I chose to read this except that I’d seen it on many bestseller lists. In general, I don’t choose YA fiction although I thoroughly enjoyed The Hunger Games series. I read those due to the buzz.

The Fault in Our Stars is SO well-written: it’s lyrical, quotable, smart, funny and moving. Everything you look for in a novel about a young girl with terminal cancer. 16-year-old Hazel meets the charming Augustus in a cancer support group. The two have an honest, sweet first love that maybe only dying cancer patients can have.


RIP Adam Yauch [1964-2012]

May 5, 2012

Born and bred in Brooklyn, the USA
They call me Adam Yauch, but I’m MCA
Like a lemon to a lime, a lime to a lemon
I sip the def ale with all the fine women.

Like many GenXers, I grew up listening to The Beastie Boys. Licensed to Ill came out in 1986, my junior year of high school. As a camp counselor, I chose “Girls” as the song for my 5-year-old boys to perform at the camp talent show.

–founded The Beastie Boys with Michael “Mike D” Diamond and Adam “Adrock” Horovitz
–in 2002, Yauch started a recording studio called Oscilloscope Laboratories. He began an independent film distributing company called Oscilloscope Pictures.
–directed the 2006 Beastie Boys concert film, Awesome, I Fuckin’ Shot That!

– Oscilloscope Laboratories also distributed Adam Yauch’s directorial film debut, basketball documentary Gunnin’ For That #1 Spot as well as Kelly Reichardt’s Wendy and Lucy and Oren Moverman’s The Messenger and Banksy’s Exit Through The Gift Shop

–Buddhist and vegan. Very involved in Tibetan independence movement. Also in women’s rights and human rights worldwide.

official obituary


Upcoming Concerts in Boston

May 5, 2012

FEIST
House of Blues
Monday, May 7

M. WARD
Lee Ranaldo Band
House of Blues
Tuesday, May 8

M83
House of Blues
Wednesday May 9

SPIRITUALIZED– 90s swirly love
The Paradise
Wednesday, May 9

THE CRANBERRIES
House of Blues
Friday, May 11

MARK LANEGAN BAND
Paradise Rock Club
Sunday, May 13

BETH ORTON– love her. poignant lyrics and melodies.
Brighton Music Hall
Monday, May 14

RANCID– likely to be high ratio of men: women. last time I saw Rancid I met a guy. Energetic live show.
House of Blues
Sunday, May 20 and Monday, May 21

THE POLYPHONIC SPREE
Paradise
Tuesday, May 22

GARBAGE
Paradise
Saturday, May 26

THE KOOKS
House of Blues
Saturday, May 26

THE DANDY WARHOLS
Royale Boston
Friday, June 1

GOGOL BORDELLO
Bank of America Pavilion
Friday, June 1

THE CULT
House of Blues
Tuesday, June 5

KEANE
House of Blues
Tuesday, June 12

The Seaport Six: Cake, Two Door Cinema Club, Stephie Coplan and the Pedestrians++– I adore CAKE.
Bank of America Pavilion
Thursday, June 14

FOSTER THE PEOPLE
Bank of America Pavilion
Friday, June 15

MATTHEW SWEET– yay! I think I still have the little stuffed lobster he re-gifted to me.
Girlfriend Tour
Paradise
Tuesday, June 19

REEL BIG FISH
House of Blues
Wednesday, June 20

THE HIVES
House of Blues
Saturday, June 23

FIONA APPLE
Mountainpark
Holyoke, Mass.
Saturday, June 23

The Wang Center
June 30

THE BEACH BOYS
Bank of America Pavilion
Tuesday, June 26

SCISSOR SISTERS
House of Blues
Saturday, June 30

NORAH JONES
Bank of America Pavilion
Sunday, July 1

STEVIE NICKS
Bank of America Pavilion
Tuesday, July 10

DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE
Mountainpark
Holyoke, Mass.
Friday, July 20


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